This Gift Card Has

Already Been Redeemed

Poems of Unexpected Graces.

The poems in This Gift Card Has Already Been Redeemed explore territories of grace where divine abundance meets our (often) experiential disappointment. With wit, precision, and deep devotion, Mischa Willett navigates prayer, church, longing, and the peculiar comedy of life as a gift someone else has already loaded with payment.

Blending sacred and literary worlds with theological depth and emotional honesty, these poems move from the irony of redemption to ordinary wonders of art, sea, and soul. Willett’s language is intellectually rigorous and prayerfully attentive—daring, tender, and bright.

Echoing John Donne’s metaphysical wit and contemporary devotional masters, the book speaks to those living in the already-and-not-yet, where grace is given and we learn to receive it.

Perfect for readers who enjoy:

  • Contemporary poetry wrestling with Christian faith and doubt

  • Intellectually sharp yet spiritually resonant verse

  • Themes of grace, disappointment, prayer, and redemptive humor

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Sample Poem from This Gift Card Has Already Been Redeemed

After Bells, After Drums

It’s faith that’s easy: praying, reading, fasting, loving, feasting are hard.

It’s faith that falls like fog around us, everywhere softening the edges, filling our bodies with the cool, wet, web of existence and extra-sensory presence that is.

It’s faith, not ethics, that stretches the ankle strap of a sandal, opens the hand to offer a benediction, coaxes the dough to rise.

And it’s faith, just faith, that makes you stand straight in a city that hunches along its river, its concrete spine, because the column of air that supports you is a gift and an orientation, a heaven inside.

It isn’t doubt when suffering seizes the hilltop of your heart or when the fireplace of ashes misses the heat that made it—when in the traffic you simply can’t hear a thing or the way is unclear—none of that is doubt.

It’s faith, when you come to it, that asks of us everything, that empties and empties until we are full, that fills the gnaw in the gut, dispels the cloud of mind, that runs out the money-changers in the forecourt, that names.

It’s faith, not duty, that takes the self off the altar of worship, leaving both open to occupation.

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Book cover titled 'This Gift Card Has Already Been Redeemed' by Mischa Willett, featuring a surreal illustration of a headless man in a jacket and jeans holding a leash attached to a ring, with a floating hat and UFO.
A bald man in a striped dress shirt and black tie holding a glass of water, smiling and looking down.

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